sometimes i feel like i give and try to understand and care but i will never be first in anybodys heart. so i always see myself as second place and perhaps in the beginning i try but when i see that there is a weak response then i just follow instead of pushing on or making my presence known and instead i lurk in a corner of your life/lives. i hope you remember me. because i will care if you ask me.

i am never first in your heart or yours.i am never first on anybodys speed dial. i am a calefare in your show, the one right in the back, the one in small print when the credits roll, the one you forget when the good times come and the one you might just remember when you are empty and hoping for someone. i am forgettable.